177. Molecular Structure

"Rhythm is drumming

is numeric

is patterns

logarithmic"

Archimedes

We didn’t understand how important this was. Not until later.

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“... this world ... contained within us, .. is vast, endless and complex. It is the world of worlds. It is infinite. To enter it is to come to know something of it and to learn the boundlessness of the self. To go within, therefore, is never a diminishment. To stay adamantly without is always a limitation, for the self, the inner world, the imagination, all open out into everything that has ever existed or can ever or may ever exist.” (“Writing for Your Life” – Deena Metzger)

As we were watching a movie the other day we felt something shift within. Then someone said “our molecular structure has changed”. Many of us are still puzzled as to what that means. Maybe it is a recognition that at a very deep part of ourself we have changed. It does feel like we are sitting on the brink of something. A “coming home”. The path that we began to walk on starting in 1990. We are still on it. We have had glimpses of light along the way, then returned to the Darkness once again. The place of the unknown. As we continue, we still do not see the end of the path but if we put our hand out we can feel the end. I cannot describe it though. It is not a tangible thing. There are no concrete edges, sharp and defined. Nothing to hang onto yet. But there is a glimmer, a subtle sense of something. Maybe it is called “power”.

Raven (3), our body, is slightly sick almost every day and tired a lot.

Death is a factor too in our daily life. We think about it a lot of the time, that it could happen to us at any moment, and take away the time needed to do the work we so want to do. Or we could become ill and that could prevent us from doing the things we want to do. Yet some of us understand that if either should happen, that in some way, it’s as it should be.

There is a place for letting go as well. A time and a place. To not become too attached to anything. Desire is the root of all suffering. So the Buddhists believe. To understand that everything is temporary and that change is the only constant. Our life may not go the way we planned or want it to go. How do we come to terms with that?

Change. Transformation. From what we were to what we are now to what we will be. New thoughts every day. New ideas. Breaking away from old ideas, breaking away from what we have been told. Breaking out of the mold that feels like lies. We have been betrayed ... and ... we have all betrayed in some way. We humans are all part of maintaining certain illusions, maintaining this Consensus Reality, its comfort, its numbing.

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So, at this time, this is what is happening. Reed (6st) has emerged, embedded in The Stoene (Stoene Boy (6st)), like The Fossils (6st) are. We see him, naked body, not even hair on his head, diving sleek into the cold blue depths of the Iew Sae. Taking his secrets down deeper within us.

A question. Why does Archimedes (4) keep drawing grids? What is he trying to tell us or trying to do? Grids are formulas to him, mathematics, calculations, scientific, exacting, rhythms and patterns. Gaetway has a grid on its upper opening level before you can go down into the Central Core. And now we find out that the grid is mirrored below Level 14 where MoreDread (5) is. She herself draws The Stoene as a grid – in order to dissect it, for us to see its structure intimately. What is held within it?

And the words come again. “Our molecular structure is changing”.

We are sick and it is Easter weekend. Again. How often this happens.

We do not yet know where we are. We do not yet know who we are.

The Codes (6mf) know we have so much potential. Emotional intelligence is well overlooked.

OUR REFERENCE POINTS ARE CHANGING.

OUR MOLECULAR STRUCTURE IS CHANGING.