the pain continues and deepens and we feel so open and vulnerable to hurt. the fear of being abandoned over and over. the fear of being left still helpless, still powerless, still unprotected from those that wanted to hurt us. it doesn't matter that they are gone. it doesn't matter that we are adult now. it doesn't matter if you tell us we can protect ourselves now. if you abandon us we will feel small and helpless once again.
best tell Henry that this is what we fear he will do to us. like so many others did. don't these therapists get it, how vulnerable and fragile we feel in therapy? how much power they have when you rip your heart open again and it lies there on the carpet for them to stomp on if they feel like it.
it's a cold cruel world.
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